Saturday, July 4, 2026

I wanna make music

 I was reminded that I want to make music, by my last post, tonight at nivara, and you people. There are two albums (maybe) that I would like to do if I ever find the skill, motivation and money to do so. 


This first one has a lot of different names cause I can't decide what to write it as. The simplest one would be "Nothing matters" and before I get into this one, I'd love to give some background. 

My main friends throughout majority of my life were quite depressed. Everyone, all the time. It kind of spread to me, but their view of the world never clicked with me. They always believed "Nothing matters" and that we're all "Specks of dust, barely an atom of sand in the huge universe" but that never fit me. To me, we are all the only ones capable of experiencing the universe. These guys, despite their misery, did know that they didn't truly feel that way. If they did, they'd kill themselves. If life truly mattered they wouldn't truly care. It was a coping mechanism. But I still want to explore that view.

Nothing Matters

So this would definitely be a rock album, but maybe I don't want to stick to that. I could see where I could branch off, mainy because of how each song would be made. I would love for each of them to potray a different view on "Nothing matters" such as the opposite view, or other interpretations, such as the happy and sad sides of this, and how you can take this view on the world. I want the music to sound like something you'd listen to if you were feeling that world view. All of the song titles would basically be like finishing the sentence. It isn't "Nothing Matters." Its more of "Nothing Matters..." kind of like when the pawn... BUT ANYWAYS it would be so cool to make

Backseat Sax

This one I've thought more on. As you can tell, it would be jazz. I love jazz, but god is it hard. Its so dynamic and it moves and flows, its the reason why it never sticks in your head, because it barely repeats. Anyways, this album would be all about love. All the love I've ever experienced. Perhaps each song based on a person. Some of them can even be sang, I wouldn't mind. Main problem is I haven't had enough experience to write something like this. Like I only have about two actual songs and two general concepts/aspects of love to note on, such as the idea of not needing a lover and (okay now its three just thought of one) the idea of needing a lover AND the past crushes basically molded together.

IDK if this is cringy but can you hate every song is about love and broken hearts so I'm cooler than you


1 comment:

  1. Wait, I actually love the idea of "Nothing Matters" - how each new song will be different correlating to the feel of that world view, cuz I find it sometimes difficult to understand a song when the melody and lyrics don't match up. For example, 'Mamma Mia' - ABBA the song would better if slowed down yk. (Still love the songg!!)
    YASSS A JAZZ ALBUM!! It'll be interesting what ideas/songs you come up with, from the snippets of your love life I've heard, it has a great basis, and it'll suit the swing and rhythm of jazz! can't wait to hear more about it~!!

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